*The Babysitter* She arrives at 7.40, ten minutes late, but the children, Jimmy and Bitsy, are still eating supper, and their parents are not ready to go yet. From other rooms come the sounds of a baby screaming, water running, a television musical (no words: probably a dance number -- patterns of gliding figures come to mind). Mrs Tucker sweeps into the kitchen, fussing with her hair, and snatches a baby bottle full of milk out of a pan of warm water, rushes out again. `Harry!' she calls. `The babysitter's here already!' "*" That's My Desire? I'll Be Around? He smiles toothily, beckons faintly with his head, rubs his fast balding pate. Bewitched, maybe? Or, What's the Reason? He pulls on his shorts, gives his hips a slap. The baby goes silent in mid-scream. Isn't this the one who used their tub last time? Who's Sorry Now, that's it. "*" Jack is wandering around town, not knowing what to do. His girl- friend is babysitting at the Tuckers'~, and later, when she's got the kids in bed, maybe he'll drop over there. Sometimes he watches TV with her when she's babysitting, it's about the only chance he gets to make out a little since he doesn't own wheels, but they have to be careful because most people don't like their sitters to have boyfriends over. Just kissing her makes her nervous. She won't close her eyes because she has to be watching the door all the time. Married people really have it good, he thinks. "*" `Hi,' the babysitter says to the children, and puts her books on top of the refrigerator. `What's for supper?' The little girl, Bitsy, only stares at her obliquely. She joins them at the end of the kitchen table. `I don't have to go to bed until nine,' the boy announces flatly and stuffs his mouth full of potato chips. The babysitter catches a glimpse of Mr Tucker hurrying out of the bathroom in his underwear. "*" Her tummy. Under her arms. And her feet. Those are the best places. She'll spank him, she says sometimes. Let her. "*" That sweet odour that girls have. The softness of her blouse. He catches a glimpse of the gentle shadows amid her thighs, as she curls her legs up under her. He stares hard at her. He has a lot of meaning packed into that stare, but she's not even looking. She's popping her gum and watching television. She's sitting right there, inches away, soft, fragrant, and ready: but what's his next move? He notices his buddy Mark in the drugstore, playing the pinball machine, and joins him. `Hey, this mama's cold, Jack baby! She needs your touch!' "*" Mrs Tucker appears at the kitchen doorway, holding a rolled-up diaper. `Now, don't just eat potato chips, Jimmy! See that he eats his hamburger, dear.' She hurries away to the bathroom. The boy glares sullenly at the babysitter, silently daring her to carry out the order. `How about a little of that good hamburger now, Jimmy?' she says perfunctorily. He lets half of it drop to the floor. The baby is silent and a man is singing a love song on the TV. The children crunch chips. "*" He loves her. She loves him. They whirl airily, stirring a light breeze, through a magical landscape of rose and emerald and deep blue. Her light brown hair coils and wisps softly in the breeze, and the soft folds of her white gown tug at her body and then float away. He smiles in a pulsing crescendo of sincerity and song. "*" `You mean she's alone?' Mark asks. `Well, there's two or three kids,' Jack says. He slides the coin in. There's a rumble of steel balls tumbling, lining up. He pushes a plunger with his thumb, and one ball pops up in place, hard and glittering with promise. His stare? to say he loves her. That he cares for her and would protect her, would shield her, if need be, with his own body. Grinning he bends over the ball to take careful aim: he and Mark have studied this machine and have it figured out, but still it's not that easy to beat. "*" On the drive to the party, his mind is partly on the girl, partly on his own high-school days, long past. Sitting at the end of the kitchen table there with his children, she had seemed to be self-consciously arching her back, jutting her pert breasts, twitching her thighs: and for whom if not for him? So she'd seen him coming out of there, after all. He smiles. Yet what could he ever do about it? Those good times are gone, old man. He glances over at his wife, who, readjust- ing a garter, asks: `What do you think of our babysitter?' "*" He loves her. She loves him. And then the babies come. And dirty nappies and one goddamn meal after another. Dishes. Noise. Clutter. And fat. Not just tight, her girdle actually hurts. Somewhere recently she's read about women getting heart attacks or cancer or something from too-tight girdles. Dolly pulls the car door shut with a grunt, strangely irritated, not knowing why. Party mood. Why is her hus- band humming _Who's Sorry Now?_ Pulling out of the drive, she glances back at the lighted kitchen window. `What do you think of our babysitter?' she asks. While her husband stumbles all over himself trying to answer, she pulls a stocking tight, biting deeper with the garters. "*" `Stop it!' she laughs. Bitsy is pulling on her skirt and he is tickling her in the ribs. `Jimmy! Don't!' But she is laughing too much to stop him. He leaps on her, wrapping his legs around her waist, and they all fall to the carpet in front of the TV, where just now a man in a tuxedo and a little girl in a flouncy white dress are doing a tapdance together. The babysitter's blouse is pulling out of her skirt, showing a patch of bare tummy: the target. `I'll spank!' "*" Jack pushes the plunger, thrusting up a steel ball, and bends studi- ously over the machine. `You getting any off her?' Mark asks, and clears his throat, flicks ash from his cigarette. `Well, not exactly, not yet,' Jack says, grinning awkwardly, but trying to suggest more than he admits to, and fires. He heaves his weight gently against the machine as the ball bounds off a rubber bumper. He can feel her warming up under his hands, the flippers suddenly coming alive, deli- cate rapid-fire patterns emerging in the flashing of the lights. =1000 when lit!= _now!_ `Got my hand on it, that's about all.' Mark glances up from the machine, cigarette dangling from his lip. `Maybe you need some help,' he suggests with a wry one-sided grin. `Like maybe together, man, we could do it.' "*" She likes the big tub. She uses the Tuckers'~ bath salts, and loves to sink into the hot fragrant suds. She can stretch out, submerged, up to her chin. It gives her a good sleepy tingly feeling. "*" `What do you think of our babysitter?' Dolly asks, adjusting a garter. `Oh, I hardly noticed,' he says. `Cute girl. She seems to get along fine with the kids. Why?' `I don't know.' His wife tugs her skirt down, glances at a lighted window they are passing, adding: `I'm not sure I trust her completely, that's all. With the baby, I mean. She seems a little careless. And the other time, I'm almost sure she had a boyfriend over.' He grins, claps one hand on his wife's broad gartered thigh. `What's wrong with that?' he asks. Still in anklets, too. Bare thighs, no girdles, nothing up there but a flimsy pair of panties and soft adolescent flesh. He's flooded with vague remem- brances of football matches and movie balconies. "*" How tiny and rubbery it is! She thinks, soaping between the boy's legs, giving him his bath. Just a funny jiggly little thing that looks like it shouldn't even be there at all. Is that what all the songs are about? "*" Jack watches Mark lunge and twist against the machine. Got her running now, racking them up. He's not too excited about the idea of Mark fooling around with his girlfriend, but Mark's a cooler operator than he is, and maybe, doing it together this once, he'd get over his own timidity. And if she didn't like it, there were other girls around. If Mark went too far, he could cut him off, too. He feels his shoulders tense: enough's enough, man... but sees the flesh, too. `Maybe I'll call her later,' he says. "*" `Hey, Harry! Dolly! Glad you could make it!' `I hope we're not late.' `No, no, you're one of the first, come on in! By golly, Dolly, you're looking younger every day! How do you do it? Give my wife your secret, will you?' He pats her on her girdled bottom behind Mr Tucker's back, leads them in for drinks. "*" 8.00. The babysitter runs water in the tub, combs her hair in front of the bathroom mirror. There's a western on television, so she lets Jimmy watch it while she gives Bitsy her bath. But Bitsy doesn't want a bath. She's angry and crying because she has to be first. The babysitter tells her if she'll take her bath quickly, she'll let her watch television while Jimmy takes his bath, but it does no good. The little girl fights to get out of the bathroom, and the babysitter has to squat with her back against the door and forcibly undress the child. There are better places to babysit. Both children mind badly, and then, sooner or later, the baby is sure to wake up for a nappy change and more bottle. The Tuckers do have a good colour TV, though, and she hopes things will be settled down enough to catch the 8.30 pro- gramme. She thrusts the child into the tub, but she's still screaming and thrashing around. `Stop it now, Bitsy, or you'll wake the baby!' `I have to go potty' the child wails, switching tactics. The babysitter sighs, lifts the girl out of the tub and onto the toilet, getting her skirt and blouse all wet in the process. She glances at herself in the mirror. Before she knows it, the girl is off the seat and out of the bathroom. `Bitsy! Come back here!' "*" `Okay, that's enough!' Her skirt is ripped and she's flushed and cry- ing. `Who says?' `I do, man!' The bastard goes for her, but he tackles him. They roll and tumble. Tables tip, lights topple, the TV crashes to the floor. He slams a hard right to the guy's gut, clips his chin with a rolling left. "*" `We hope it's a girl.' That's hardly surprising, since they already have four boys. Dolly congratulates the woman like everybody else, but she doesn't envy her, not a bit. That's all she needs about now. She stares across the room at Harry, who is slapping backs and getting loud, as usual. He's spreading out through the middle, so why the hell does he have to complain about her all the time? `Dolly, you're looking younger every day!' was the nice greeting she got tonight. `What's your secret?' And Harry: `It's all those calories. She's getting back her baby fat.' `Haw, haw! Harry, have a heart!' "*" `Get her feet!' he hollers at Bitsy, his fingers in her ribs, running over her naked tummy, tangling in the underbrush of straps and strange clothing. `Get her shoes off!' He holds her pinned by press- ing his head against her soft chest. `No! No, Jimmy! Bitsy, stop!' But though she kicks and twists and rolls around, she doesn't get up, she can't get up, she's laughing too hard, and the shoes come off, and he grabs a stocking foot and scratches the sole ruthlessly, and she raises up her legs, trying to pitch him off, she's wild, boy, but he hangs on, and she's laughing, and on the screen there's a rattle of hooves, and he and Bitsy are rolling around and around on the floor in a crazy rodeo of long bucking legs. "*" He slips the coin in. There's a metallic fall and a sharp click as the dial tone begins. `I hope the Tuckers have gone,' he says. `Don't worry, they're at our place,' Mark says. `They're always the first ones to come and the last ones to go home. My old man's always bitching about them.' Jack laughs nervously and dials the number. `Tell her we're coming over to protect her from getting raped,' Mark suggests, and lights a cigarette. Jack grins, leaning casually against the door jamb of the phone booth, chewing gum, one hand in his pocket. He's really pretty uneasy, though. He has the feeling he's somehow messing up a good thing. "*" Bitsy runs naked into the living-room, keeping a hassock between herself and the babysitter. `Bitsy...!' the babysitter threatens. Arti- ficial reds and greens and purples flicker over the child's wet body, as hooves clatter, guns crackle, and stagecoach wheels thunder over rutted terrain. `Get outa the way, Bitsy!' the boy complains. `I can't see!' Bitsy streaks past and the babysitter chases, cornering the girl in the back bedroom. Bitsy throws something that hits her softly in the face: a pair of men's undershorts. She grabs the girl scampering by, carries her to the bathroom, and with a smart crack on her glis- tening bottom pops her back into the tub. In spite, Bitsy peepees in the bathwater. "*" Mr Tucker stirs a little water into his bourbon and kids with his host and another man, just arrived, about their golf games. They set up a match for the weekend, a threesome looking for a fourth. Hold- ing his drink in his right hand, Mr Tucker swings his left through the motion of a tee-shot. `You'll have to give me a stroke a hole,' he says. `I'll give you a stroke!' says his host. `Bend over!' Laughing, the other man asks: `Where's your boy Mark tonight?' `I don't know,' replies the host, gathering up a trayful of drinks. Then he adds in a low growl: `Out chasing tail probably.' They chuckle loosely at that, then shrug in commiseration and return to the livingroom to join their women. "*" Shades pulled. Door locked. Watching the TV. Under a blanket maybe. Yes, that's right, under a blanket. Her eyes close when he kisses her. Her breasts, under both their hands, are soft and yielding. "*" A hard blow to the belly. The face. The dark beardy one staggers. The lean-jawed sheriff moves in, but gets a spurred boot in his face. The dark one hurls himself forward, drives his shoulder into the sheriff's hard midriff, her own tummy tightens, withstands, as the sheriff smashes the dark man's nose, slams him up against a wall, slugs him again! and again! The dark man grunts rhythmically, backs off, then plunges suicidally forward -- her own knees draw up protectively -- the sheriff staggers! caught low! but instead of follow- ing through the other man steps back -- a pistol! the dark one has a pistol! the sheriffs draws! shoots from the hip! explosions! she clutches her hands between her thighs -- no! the sheriff spins! wounded! the dark man hesitates, aims, her legs stiffen towards the set, the sheriff rolls desperately in the straw, fires: dead! the dark man is dead! groans, crumples, his pistol drooping in his collapsing hand, dropping, he drops. The sheriff, spent, nicked, watches weakly from the floor where he lies. Oh, to be whole! to be good and strong and right! to embrace and be embraced by harmony and wholeness! The sheriff, drawing himself painfully up on one elbow, rubs his bruised mouth with the back of his other hand. "*" `Well, we just sorta thought we'd drop over,' he says, and winks broadly at Mark. `Who's we?' `Oh, me and Mark here.' `Tell her, good thing like her, gotta pass it around,' whispers Mark, dragging on his smoke, then flicking the butt over under the pinball machine. `What's that?' she asks. `Oh, Mark and I were just saying, like two's company, three's an orgy,' Jack says, and winks again. She giggles. `Oh, Jack!' Behind her, he can hear shouts and gunfire. `Well, okay, for just a little while, if you'll both be good.' Way to go, man. "*" Probably some damn kid over there right now. Wrestling around on the couch in front of his TV. Maybe he should drop back to the house. Just to check. None of that stuff, she was there to do a job! Park the car a couple doors down, slip in the front door before she knows it. He sees the disarray of clothing, the young thighs exposed to the flickering television light, hears his baby crying. `Hey, what's going on here! Get outa here, son, before I call the police!' Of course, they haven't really been doing anything. They probably don't even know how. He stares benignly down upon the girl, her skirt rumpled loosely around her thighs. Flushed, frightened, yet excited, she stares back at him. He smiles. His finger touches a knee, approaches the hem. Another couple arrives. Filling up here with people. He wouldn't be missed. Just slip out, stop back casually to pick up something or other he forgot, never mind what. He remembers that the other time they had this babysitter, she took a bath in their house. She had a date afterwards, and she'd just come from cheerleading practice or something. Aspirin maybe. Just drop quietly and casually into the bathroom to pick up some aspirin. `Oh, excuse me, dear! I only...!' She gazes back at him, astonished, yet strangely moved. Her soft wet breasts rise and fall in the water, and her tummy looks pale and ripply. He recalls that her pubic hairs, left in the tub, were brown. Light brown. "*" She's no more than stepped into the tub for a quick bath, when Jimmy announces from outside the door that he has to go to the bathroom. She sighs: just an excuse, she knows. `You'll have to wait.' The little nuisance. `I can't wait.' `Okay, then come ahead, but I'm taking a bath.' She supposes that will stop him, but it doesn't. In he comes. She slides down into the suds until she's eye-level with the edge of the tub. He hesitates. `Go ahead, if you have to,' she says, a little awkwardly, `but I'm not getting out.' `Don't look,' he says. She: `I will if I want to.' "*" She's crying. Mark is rubbing his jaw where he's just slugged him. A lamp lies shattered. `Enough's enough, Mark! Now get outa here!' Her skirt is ripped to the waist, her bare hip bruised. Her panties lie on the floor like a broken balloon. Later, he'll wash her wounds, help her dress, he'll take care of her. Pity washes through him, giving him a sudden hard-on. Mark laughs at it, pointing. Jack crouches, waiting, ready for anything. "*" Laughing, they roll and tumble. Their little hands are all over her, digging and pinching. She struggles to her hands and knees, but Bitsy leaps astride her neck, bowing her head to the carpet. `Spank her, Jimmy!' His swats sting: is her skirt up? The phone rings. `The cavalry to the rescue!' she laughs, and throws them off to go answer. "*" Kissing Mark, her eyes closed, her hips nudge towards Jack. He stares at the TV screen, unsure of himself, one hand slipping cau- tiously under her skirt. Her hand touches his arm as though to resist, then brushes on by to rub his leg. This blanket they're under was a good idea. `Hi! This is Jack!' "*" Bitsy's out and the water's running. `Come on, Jimmy, your turn!' Last time, he told her he took his own baths, but she came in any- way. `I'm not gonna take a bath,' he announces, eyes glued on the set. He readies for the struggle. `But I've already run your water. Come on, Jimmy, please!' He shakes his head. She can't make him, he's sure he's as strong as she is. She sighs. `Well, it's up to you. I'll use the water myself then,' she says. He waits until he's pretty sure she's not going to change her mind, then sneaks in and peeks through the keyhole in the bathroom door: just in time to see her big bottom as she bends over to stir in the bubblebath. Then she disappears. Trying to see as far down as the keyhole will allow, he bumps his head on the knob. `Jimmy, is that you?' `I -- I have to go to the bathroom!' he stammers. "*" Not actually in the tub, just getting in. One foot on the mat, the other in the water. Bent over slightly, buttocks flexed, teats swaying, holding on to the edge of the tub. `Oh, excuse me! I only wanted...!' He passes over her astonishment, the awkward excuses, moves quickly to the part where he reaches out to -- `What on earth are you doing, Harry?' his wife asks, staring at his hand. His host, pass- ing, laughs. `He's practising his swing for Sunday, Dolly, but it's not going to do him a damn bit of good!' Mr Tucker laughs, sweeps his right hand on through the air as though lifting a seven-iron shot onto the green. He makes a _dok!_ sound with his tongue. `In there!' "*" `No, Jack, I don't think you'd better.' `Well, we just called, we just, uh, thought we'd, you know, stop by for a minute, watch television for thirty minutes, or, or something.' `Who's we?' `Well, Mark's here, I'm with him, and he said he'd like to, you know, like if it's all right, just --' `Well, it's _not_ all right. The Tuckers said no.' `Yeah, but if we only --' `And they seemed awfully suspicious about last time.' `Why? We didn't -- I mean, I just thought --' `No, Jack, and that's period.' She hangs up. She returns to the TV, but the commercial is on. Any- way, she's missed most of the show. She decides maybe she'll take a quick bath. Jack might come by anyway, it'd make her mad, that'd be the end as far as he was concerned, but if he should, she doesn't want to be all sweaty. And besides, she likes the big tub the Tuckers have. "*" He is self-conscious and stands with his back to her, his little neck flushed. It takes him forever to get started, and when it finally does come, it's just a tiny trickle. `See, it was just an excuse,' she scolds, but she's giggling inwardly at the boy's embarrassment. `You're just a nuisance, Jimmy.' At the door, his hand on the knob, he hesitates, staring timidly down on his shoes. `Jimmy?' She peeks at him over the edge of the tub, trying to keep a straight face, as he sneaks a nervous glance back over his shoulder. `As long as you bothered me,' she says, `you might as well soap my back.' "*" `The aspirin...' They embrace. She huddles in his arms like a child. Lovingly, paternally, knowledgeably, he wraps her nakedness. How compact, how tight and small her body is! Kissing her ear, he stares down past her rump at the still clear water. `I'll join you,' he whispers hoarsely. "*" She picks up the shorts Bitsy threw at her. Men's underwear. She holds them in front of her, looks at herself in the bedroom mirror. About twenty sizes too big for her, of course. She runs her hand inside the opening in front, pulls out her thumb. How funny it must feel! "*" `Well, man, I say we just go rape her,' Mark says flatly, and swings his weight against the pinball machine. `Uff! Ahh! Get in there, you mother! Look at that! Hah! Man, I'm gonna turn this baby over!' Jack is embarrassed about the phone conversation. Mark just snorted in disgust when he hung up. He cracks down hard on his gum, angry that he's such a chicken. `Well, I'm game if you are,' he says coldly. "*" 8.30. `Okay, come on, Jimmy, it's time.' He ignores her. The western gives way to a spy show. Bitsy, in pyjamas, pads into the livingroom. `No, Bitsy, it's time to go to bed.' `You said I could watch!' the girl whines, and starts to throw another tantrum. `But you were too slow and it's late. Jimmy, you get in that bathroom, and right now!' Jimmy stares sullenly at the set, unmoving. The babysitter tries to catch the opening scene of the television programme so she can follow it later, since Jimmy gives himself his own baths. When the commercial interrupts, she turns off the sound, stands in front of the screen. `Okay, into the tub, Jimmy Tucker, or I'll take you in there and give you your bath myself!' `Just try it,' he says, `and see what happens.' "*" They stand outside, in the dark, crouched in the bushes, peeking in. She's on the floor, playing with the kids. Too early. They seem to be tickling her. She gets to her hands and knees, but the little girl leaps on her head, pressing her face to the floor. There's an obvious target, and the little boy proceeds to beat on it. `Hey, look at that kid go!' whispers Mark, laughing and snapping his fingers softly. Jack feels uneasy out here. Too many neighbours, too many cars going by, too many people in the world. That little boy in there is one up on him, though: he's never thought about tickling her as a starter. "*" His little hand, clutching the bar of soap, lathers shyly a narrow space between her shoulderblades. She is doubled forward against her knees, buried in rich suds, peeking at him over the edge of her shoulder. The soap slithers out of his grip and plunks into the water. `I... I dropped the soap,' he whispers. She: `Find it.' "*" `I dream of Jeannie with the light brown pubic hair!' `Harry! Stop that! You're drunk!' But they're laughing, they're all laughing, damn! he's feeling pretty goddamn good at that, and now he just knows he needs that aspirin. Watching her there, her thighs spread for him, on the couch, in the tub, hell, on the kitchen table for that matter, he tees off on Number Nine, and -- _whap_ -- swats his host's wife on the bottom. `Hole in one!' he shouts. `Harry!' Why can't his goddamn wife Dolly ever get happy-drunk instead of sour-drunk all the time? `Gonna be tough Sunday, old buddy!' `You're pretty tough right now, Harry,' says his host. "*" The babysitter lunges forward, grabs the boy by the arms and hauls him off the couch, pulling two cushions with him, and drags him towards the bathroom. He lashes out, knocking over an endtable full of magazines and ashtrays. `You leave my brother alone!' Bitsy cries and grabs the sitter around the waist. Jimmy jumps on her and down they all go. On the silent screen, there's a fade-in to a dark passage- way in an old apartment building in some foreign country. She kicks out and somebody falls between her legs. Somebody else is sitting on her face. `Jimmy! Stop that!' the babysitter laughs, her voice muffled. "*" She's watching television. All alone. It seems like a good time to go in. Just remember: really, no matter what she says, she wants it. They're standing in the bushes, trying to get up the nerve. `We'll tell her to be good,' Mark whispers, `and if she's not good, we'll spank her.' Jack giggles softly, but his knees are weak. She stands. They freeze. She looks right at them. `She can't see us,' Mark whis- pers tensely. `Is she coming out?' `No,' says Mark, `she's going into -- that must be the bathroom!' Jack takes a deep breath, his heart pounding. `Hey, is there a window back there?' Mark asks. "*" The phone rings. She leaves the tub, wrapped in a towel. Bitsy gives a tug on the towel. `Hey, Jimmy, get the towel!' she squeals. `Now stop that, Bitsy!' the babysitter hisses, but too late: with one hand on the phone, the other isn't big enough to hang on to the towel. Her sudden nakedness awes them and it takes them a moment to remem- ber about tickling her. By then, she's in the towel again. `I hope you got a good look,' she says angrily. She feels chilled and oddly a little frightened. `Hello?' No answer. She glances at the window -- is some- body out there? Something, she saw something, and a rustling -- footsteps? "*" `Okay, I don't care, Jimmy, don't take a bath,' she says irritably. Her blouse is pulled out and wrinkled, her hair is all mussed, and she feels sweaty. There's about a million things she'd rather be doing than babysitting with these two. Three: at least the baby's sleeping. She knocks on the overturned endtable for luck, rights it, replaces the magazines and ashtrays. The one thing that really makes her sick is a dirty nappy. `Just go on to bed.' `I don't have to go to bed until nine,' he reminds her. Really, she couldn't care less. She turns up the volume on the TV, settles down on the couch, poking her blouse back into her skirt, pushing her hair out of her eyes. Jimmy and Bitsy watch from the floor. Maybe, once they're in bed, she'll take a quick bath. She wishes Jack would come by. The man, no doubt the spy, is following a woman, but she doesn't know why. The woman passes another man. Something seems to happen, but it's not clear what. She's probably already missed too much. The phone rings. "*" Mark is kissing her. Jack is under the blanket, easing her panties down over her squirming hips. Her hand is in his pants, pulling it out, pulling it towards her, pulling it hard. She knew just where it was! Mark is stripping, too. God, it's really happening! he thinks with a kind of pious joy, and notices the open door. `Hey! What's going on here?' "*" He soaps her back, smooth and slippery under his hand. She is doubled over, against her knees, between his legs. Her light brown hair, reaching to her gleaming shoulders, is wet at the edges. The soap slips, falls between his legs. He fishes for it, finds it, slips it behind him. `Help me find it,' he whispers in her ear. `Sure Harry,' says his host, going round behind him. `What'd you lose?' "*" Soon be nine, time to pack the kids off to bed. She clears the table, dumps paper plates and leftover hamburgers into the garbage, puts glasses and silverware into the sink, and the mayonnaise, mustard, and ketchup in the refrigerator. Neither child has eaten much supper finally, mostly potato chips and ice-cream, but it's really not her problem. She glances at the books on the refrigerator. Not much chance she'll get to them, she's already pretty worn out. Maybe she'd feel better if she had a quick bath. She runs water into the tub, tosses in bubblebath salts, undresses. Before pushing down her panties, she stares for a moment at the smooth silken panel across her tummy, fingers the place where the opening would be if there were one. Then she steps quickly out of them, feeling somehow ashamed, unhooks her brassiere. She weighs her breasts in the palms of her hands, watching herself in the bathroom mirror, where in the open window behind her, she sees a face. She screams. "*" She screams: `Jimmy! Give me that!' `What's the matter?' asks Jack on the other end. `Jimmy! Give me my towel! Right now!' `Hello? Hey, are you still there?' `I'm sorry, Jack,' she says, panting. `You caught me in the tub. I'm just wrapped in a towel and these silly kids grabbed it away!' `Gee, I wish I'd been there!' `Jack --!' `To protect you, I mean.' `Oh, sure,' she says, giggling. `Well, what do you think, can I come over and watch TV with you?' `Well, not right this minute,' she says. He laughs lightly. He feels very cool. `Jack?' `Yeah?' `Jack, I... I think there's somebody outside the window!' "*" She carries him, fighting all the way, to the tub, Bitsy pummelling her in the back and kicking her ankles. She can't hang on to him and undress him at the same time. `I'll throw you in, clothes and all, Jimmy Tucker!' she gasps. `You better not!' he cries. She sits on the toilet seat, locks her legs around him, whips his shirt up over his head before he knows what's happening. The pants are easier. Like all little boys his age, he has almost no hips at all. He hangs on desperately to his underpants, but when she succeeds in snapping these down out of his grip, too, he gives up, starts to bawl, and beats her wildly in the face with his fists. She ducks her head, laughing hysterically, oddly entranced by the spectacle of that pale little thing down there, bobbing and bouncing rubberily about with the boy's helpless fury and anguish. "*" `Aspirin? Whaddaya want aspirin for, Harry? I'm sure they got aspirin here, if you --' `Did I say aspirin? I meant, uh, my glasses. And, you know, I thought, well, I'd sorta check to see if everything was okay at home.' Why the hell is it his mouth feels like it's got about six sets of teeth packed in there, and a tongue the size of that liverwurst his host's wife is passing around? `Whaddaya want your glasses for, Harry? I don't understand you at all!' `Aw, well, honey, I was feeling kind of dizzy or something, and I thought --' `Dizzy is right. If you want to check on the kids, why don't you just call on the phone?' "*" They can tell she's naked and about to get into the tub, but the bathroom window is frosted glass, and they can't see anything clearly. `I got an idea,' Mark whispers. `One of us goes and calls her on the phone, and the other watches when she comes out.' `Okay, but who calls?' `Both of us, we'll do it twice. Or more.' "*" Down forbidden alleys. Into secret passageways. Unlocking the world's terrible secrets. Sudden shocks: a trapdoor! a fall! or the stunning report of a rifle shot, the _whaaii-ii-iing!_ of the bullet biting concrete by your ear! Careful! Then edge forward once more, avoiding the light, inch at a time, now a quick dash for an open doorway -- _look out!_ there's a knife! a struggle! no! the long blade glistens! jerks! thrusts! _stabbed!_ No, no, it missed! The assailant's down, yes! the spy's on top, pinning him, a terrific thrashing about, the spy rips off the assailant's mask: _a woman!_ "*" Fumbling behind her, she finds it, wraps her hand around it, tugs. `Oh!' she gasps, pulling her hand back quickly, her ears turning crimson. `I... I thought it was the soap!' he squeezes her close between his thighs, pulls her back toward him, one hand sliding down her tummy between her legs. I Dream of Jeannie -- `I have to go to the bathroom!' says someone outside the door. "*" She's combing her hair in the bathroom when the phone rings. She hurries to answer it before it wakes the baby. `Hello, Tuckers.' There's no answer. `Hello?' A soft click. Strange. She feels suddenly alone in the big house, and goes in to watch TV with the children. "*" `Stop it!' she screams. `Please, stop!' She's on her hands and knees, trying to get up, but they're too strong for her. Mark holds her head down. `Now, baby, we're gonna teach you how to be a nice girl,' he says coldly, and nods at Jack. When she's doubled over like that, her skirt rides up her thighs to the leg bands of her panties. `C'mon, man, go! This baby's cold! She needs your touch!' "*" Parks the car a couple blocks away. Slips up to the house, glances in his window. Just like he's expected. Her blouse is off and the kid's shirt is unbuttoned. He watches, while slowly, clumsily, childishly, they fumble with each other's clothes. My God, it takes them forever. `Some party!' `You said it!' When they're more or less naked, he walks in. `Hey! What's going on here?' They go white as bleu cheese. Haw haw! `What's the little thing you got sticking out there, boy?' `Harry behave yourself!' No, he doesn't let the kid get dressed, he sends him home bareassed. `Bareassed!' He drinks to that. `Prom- ises, promises,' says his host's wife. `I'll mail you your clothes, son!' He gazes down on the naked little girl on his couch. `Looks like you and me, we got a little secret to keep, honey,' he says coolly. `Less you wanna go home the same way your boyfriend did!' He chuckles at his easy wit, leans down over her, and unbuckles his belt. `Might as well make it two secrets, right?' `What in God's name are you talking about, Harry?' He staggers out of there, drink in hand, and goes to look for his car. "*" `Hey! What's going on here?' They huddle half-naked under the blanket, caught utterly unawares. On television: the clickety-click of frightened running feet on foreign pavements. Jack is fumbling for his shorts, tangled somehow around his ankles. The blanket is snatched away. `On your feet there!' Mr Tucker, Mrs Tucker, Mark's mom and dad, the police, the neighbours, everybody comes crowding in. Hopelessly, he has a terrific erection. So hard it hurts. Every- body stares down at it. "*" Bitsy's sleeping on the floor. The babysitter is taking a bath. For more than an hour now, he's had to use the bathroom. He doesn't know how much longer he can wait. Finally, he goes to knock on the bathroom door. `I have to use the bathroom.' `Well, come ahead, if you have to.' `Not while you're in there.' She sighs loudly. `Okay, okay, just a minute,' she says, `but you're a real nuisance, Jimmy!' He's holding on, pinching it as tight as he can. _`Hurry!'_ He holds his breath, squeezing shut his eyes. No. Too late. At last, she opens the door. `Jimmy!' `I _told_ you to hurry!' he sobs. She drags him into the bathroom and pulls his pants down. "*" He arrives just in time to see her emerge from the bathroom, wrapped in a towel, to answer the phone. His two kids sneak up behind her and pull the towel away. She's trying to hang onto the phone and get the towel back at the same time. It's quite a picture. She's got a sweet ass. Standing there in the bushes, pawing himself with one hand, he lifts his glass with the other and toasts her sweet ass, which his son now swats. Haw, haw, maybe that boy's gonna shape up, after all. "*" They're in the bushes, arguing about their next move, when she comes out of the bathroom, wrapped in a towel. They can hear the baby crying. Then it stops. They see her running, naked, back to the bathroom like she's scared or something. `I'm going in after her, man, whether you're with me or not!' Mark whispers and he starts out of the bushes. But just then, a light comes sweeping up through the yard, as a car swings in the drive. They hit the dirt, hearts pound- ing. `Is it the cops?' `I don't know! Do you think they saw us?' `Sshh!' A man comes staggering up the walk from the drive, a drink in his hand, stumbles on in the kitchen door and then straight into the bathroom. `It's Mr Tucker!' Mark whispers. A scream. `Let's get outa here, man!' "*" 9.00. Having missed most of the spy show anyway and having little else to do, the babysitter has washed the dishes and cleaned the kitchen up a little. The books on the refrigerator remind her of her better intentions, but she decides that first she'll see what's next on TV. In the livingroom, she finds little Bitsy sound asleep on the floor. She lifts her gently, carries her into her bed, and tucks her in. `Okay, Jimmy, it's nine o'clock, I've let you stay up, now be a good boy.' Sullenly, his sleepy eyes glued still to the set, the boy backs out of the room towards his bedroom. A drama comes on. She switches chan- nels. A ballgame and a murder mystery. She switches back to the drama. It's a love story of some kind. A man married to an ageing invalid wife, but in love with a younger girl. `Use the bathroom and brush your teeth before going to bed, Jimmy!' she calls, but as quickly regrets it, for she hears the baby stir in its crib. "*" Two of them are talking about mothers they've salted away in rest homes. Oh boy, that's wonderful, this is one helluva party. She leaves them to use the john, takes advantage of the retreat to ease her girdle down awhile, get a few good deep breaths. She has this picture of her three kids carting her off to a rest home. In a wheel- barrow. That sure is something to look forward to, all right. When she pulls her girdle back up, she can't seem to squeeze into it. The host looks in. `Hey, Dolly, are you all right?' `Yeah, I just can't get into my damn girdle, that's all.' `Here, let me help.' "*" She pulls them on, over her own, standing in front of the bedroom mirror, holding her skirt bundled up around the waist. About twenty sizes too big for her, of course. She pulls them tight from behind, runs her hand inside the opening in front, pulls out her thumb. `And what a good boy am I!' She giggles: how funny it must feel! Then, in the mirror, she sees him: in the doorway behind her, sullenly watching. `Jimmy! You're supposed to be in bed!' `Those are my daddy's!' the boy says. `I'm gonna tell!' "*" `Jimmy!' she drags him into the bathroom and pulls his pants down. `Even your shoes are wet! Get them off!' She soaps up a warm wash. cloth she's had with her in the bathtub, scrubs him from the waist down with it. Bitsy stands in the doorway, staring. `Get out! Get out!' the boy screams at his sister. `Go back to bed, Bitsy. It's just an accident.' `Get out!' The baby wakes and starts to howl. "*" The young lover feels sorry for her rival, the invalid wife; she be- lieves the man has a duty towards the poor woman and insists she is willing to wait. But the man argues that he also has a duty towards himself: his life, too, is short, and he could not love his wife now even were she well. He embraces the young girl feverishly; she twists away in anguish. The door opens. They stand there grinning, look- ing devilish, but pretty silly at the same time. `Jack! I thought I told you not to come!' She's angry, but she's also glad in a way: she was beginning to feel a little too alone in the big house with the children all sleeping. She should have taken that bath, after all. `We just came by to see if you were being a good girl,' Jack says and blushes. The boys glance at each other nervously. "*" She's just sunk down into the tubful of warm fragrant suds, ready for a nice long soaking, when the phone rings. Wrapping a towel around her, she goes to answer: no one there. But now the baby's awake and bawling. She wonders if that's Jack bothering her all the time. If it is, brother, that's the end. Maybe it's the end anyway. She tries to calm the baby with the half-empty bottle, not wanting to change it until she's finished her bath. The bathroom's where the diapers go dirty, and they make it stink to high heaven. `Shush, shush!' she whispers, rocking the crib. The towel slips away, leaving an airy empty tingle up and down her backside. Even before she stoops for the towel, even before she turns around, she knows there's somebody behind her. "*" `We just came by to see if you were being a good girl,' Jack says, grinning down at her. She's flushed and silent, her mouth half open. `Lean over,' says Mark amiably. `We'll soap your back, as long as we're here.' But she just huddles there, down in the suds, staring up at them with big eyes. "*" `Hey! What's going on here?' It's Mr Tucker, stumbling through the door with a drink in his hand. She looks up from the TV. `What's the matter, Mr Tucker?' `Oh, uh, I'm sorry. I got lost -- no, I mean, I had to get some aspirin. Excuse me!' And he rushes past her into the bathroom, caroming off the livingroom door jamb on the way. The baby wakes. "*" `Okay, get off her. Mr Tucker!' `Jack!' she cries, `what are _you_ doing here?' He stares hard at them a moment: so that's where it goes. Then, as Mr Tucker swings heavily off, he leans into the bastard with a hard right to the belly. Next thing he knows, though, he's got a face full of an old man's fist. He's not sure, as the lights go out, if that's his girlfriend screaming or the baby... "*" Her host pushes down on her fat fanny and tugs with all his might on her girdle, while she bawls on his shoulder: `I don't _wanna_ go to a rest home!' `Now, now, take it easy, Dolly, nobody's gonna make you --' `Ouch! Hey, you're hurting!' `You should buy a bigger girdle, Dolly.' `You're telling me!' Some other guy pokes his head in. `Whatsamatter? Dolly fall in?' `No, she fell out. Give me a hand.' "*" By the time she's chased Jack and Mark out of there, she's lost track of the programme she's been watching on television. There's another woman in the story now for some reason. That guy lives a very com- plicated life. Impatiently, she switches channels. She hates ball- games, so she settles for the murder mystery. She switches just in time, too: there's a dead man sprawled out on the floor of what looks like an office or a study or something. A heavyset detective gazes up from his couch over the body: `He's been strangled.' Maybe she'll take that bath, after all. "*" She drags him into the bathroom and pulls his pants down. She soaps up a warm washcloth she's had in the tub with her, but just as she reaches between his legs, it starts to spurt, spraying her arms and hands. `Oh, Jimmy! I thought you were done!' she cries, pulling him towards the toilet and aiming it into the bowl. How moist and rub. bery it is! And you can turn it every which way. How funny it must feel! "*" `Stop it!' she screams. `Please stop!' She's on her hands and knees and Jack is holding her head down. `Now we're gonna teach you how to be a nice girl,' Mark says and lifts her skirt. `Well, I'll be damned!' `What's the matter?' asks Jack, his heart pounding. `Look at this big pair of men's underpants she's got on!' `Those are my daddy's!' says Jimmy, watching them from the doorway. `I'm gonna tell!' "*" People are shooting at each other in the murder mystery, but she's so mixed up, she doesn't know which ones are the good guys. She switches back to the love story. Something seems to have happened. because now the man is kissing his invalid wife tenderly. Maybe she's finally dying. The baby wakes, begins to scream. Let it. She turns up the volume on the TV. "*" Leaning down over her, unbuckling his belt. It's all happening just like he's known it would. Beautiful! The kid is gone, though his pants, poor lad, remain. `Looks like you and me, we got a secret to keep, child!' But he's cramped on the couch and everything is too slippery and small. `Lift your legs up, honey. Put them around my back.' But instead she screams. He rolls off, crashing to the floor. There they all come, through the front door. On television, some. body is saying: `Am I a burden to you, darling?' `Dolly! My God! Dolly, I can explain...!' "*" The game of the night is Get Dolly Tucker Back in Her Girdle Again. They've got her down on her belly in the livingroom and the whole damn crowd is working on her. Several of them are stretching the girdle, while others try to jam the fat inside. `I think we made a couple inches on this side! Roll her over!' Harry? "*" She's just stepped into the tub, when the phone rings, waking the baby. She sinks down in the suds, trying not to hear. But that baby doesn't cry, it screams. Angrily, she wraps a towel around herself, stamps peevishly into the baby's room, just letting the phone jangle. She tosses the baby down on its back, unpins its nappies hastily, and gets yellowish baby stool all over her hands. Her towel drops away. She turns to find Jimmy staring at her like a little idiot. She slaps him in the face with her dirty hand, while the baby screams, the phone rings, and nagging voices argue on the TV. There are better things she might be doing. "*" What's happening? Now there's a young guy in it. Is he after the young girl or the old invalid? To tell the truth, it looks like he's after the same man the women are. In disgust, she switches channels. `The strangler again,' growls the fat detective, hands on hips, staring down at the body of a half-naked girl. She's considering either switching back to the love story or taking a quick bath, when a hand suddenly clutches her mouth. "*" `You're both chicken,' she says, staring up at them. `But what if Mr Tucker comes home?' Mark asks nervously. "*" How did he get here? He's standing pissing in his own goddamn bathroom, his wife is still back at the party, the three of them are, like good kids, sitting in there in the living-room watching TV. One of them is his host's boy Mark. `It's a good murder mystery, Mr Tucker,' Mark said, when he came staggering in on them a minute ago. `Sit still!' he shouted, `I'm just home for a moment!' Then whump thump on into the bathroom. Long hike for a weewee, Mister. But something keeps bothering him. Then it hits him: the girl's panties, hanging like a broken balloon from the rabbit-ear antennae on the TV! He barges back in there, giving his shoulder a helluva crack on the livingroom door jamb on the way -- but they're not hanging there any more. Maybe he's only imagined it. `Hey, Mr Tucker,' Mark says flatly. `Your fly's open.' "*" The baby's dirty, stinks to high heaven. She hurries back to the living- room, hearing sirens and gunshots. The detective is crouched outside a house, peering in. Already, she's completely lost. The baby screams at the top of its lungs. She turns up the volume. But it's all confused. She hurries back in there, claps an angry hand to the baby's mouth. `Shut up!' she cries. She throws the baby down on its back, starts to unpin the nappy, as the baby tunes up again. The phone rings. She answers it, one eye on the TV. _`What?'_ The baby cries so hard it starts to choke. Let it. `I said, hi, this is Jack!' Then it hits her: oh no! the nappy pin! "*" `The aspirin...' But she's already in the tub. Way down in the tub. Staring at him through the water. Her tummy looks pale and ripply. He hears sirens, people on the porch. "*" Jimmy gets up to go to the bathroom and gets his face slapped and smeared with baby poop. Then she hauls him off to the bathroom, yanks off his pyjamas, and throws him into the tub. That's okay, but next she gets naked and acts like she's gonna get in the tub, too. The baby's screaming and the phone's ringing like crazy and in walks his dad. Saved! he thinks, but, no, his dad grabs him right back out of the tub and whales the dickens out of him, no questions asked, while she watches, then sends him -- _whack!_ -- back to bed. So he's lying there, wet and dirty and naked and sore, and he still has to go to the bathroom, and outside his window he hears two older guys talk- ing. `Listen, you know where to do it if we get her pinned?' `No! Don't you?' "*" `Yo ho heave ho! _Ugh!'_ Dolly's on her back and they're working on the belly side. Somebody got the great idea of buttering her down first. Not to lose the ground they've gained, they've shot it inside with a basting syringe. But now suddenly there's this big tug-of-war under way between those who want to stuff her in and those who want to let her out. Something rips, but she feels better. The odour of hot butter makes her think of movie theatres and popcorn. `Hey, has anybody seen Harry?' she asks. `Where's Harry?' "*" Somebody's getting chased. She switches back to the love story, and now the man's back kissing the young lover again. What's going on? She gives it up, decides to take a quick bath. She's just stepping into the tub, one foot in, one foot out, when Mr Tucker walks in. `Oh, excuse me! I only wanted some aspirin...!' He embraces her savagely, his calloused old hands clutching roughly at her backside. `Mr Tucker!' she cries, squirming. `Your wife called --!' He's pushing something between her legs, hurting her. She slips, they both slip -- something cold and hard slams her in the back, cracks her skull, she seems to be sinking into a sea... "*" They've got her over the hassock, skirt up and pants down. `Give her a lesson there, Jack baby!' The television lights flicker and flash over her glossy flesh. =1000 when lit.= Whack! Slap! Bumper to bumper! He leans into her, feeling her come alive. "*" The phone rings, waking the baby. `Jack, is that you? Now, you listen to me --!' `No, dear, this is Mrs Tucker. Isn't the TV awfully loud?' `Oh, I'm sorry, Mrs Tucker! I've been getting --' `I tried to call you before, but I couldn't hang on. To the phone, I mean. I'm sorry, dear.' `Just a minute, Mrs Tucker, the baby's --' `Honey, listen! Is Harry there? Is Mr Tucker there, dear?' "*" `Stop it!' she screams and claps a hand over the baby's mouth. `Stop it! Stop it! _Stop it!'_ Her other hand is full of baby stool and she's afraid she's going to be sick. The phone rings. `No!' she cries. She's hanging on to the baby, leaning woozily away, listening to the phone ring. `Okay, okay,' she sighs, getting ahold of herself. But when she lets go of the baby, it isn't screaming any more. She shakes it. Oh no... "*" `Hello?' No answer. Strange. She hangs up and, wrapped only in a towel, stares out the window at the cold face staring in -- she screams! "*" She screams, scaring the hell out of him. He leaps out of the tub, glances up at the window she's gaping at just in time to see two faces duck away, then slips on the bathroom tiles, and crashes to his ass, whacking his head on the sink on the way down. She stares down at him, trembling, a towel over her narrow shoulders. `Mr Tucker! Mr Tucker, are you all right...?' Who's Sorry Now? Yessir, who's back is breaking with each... He stares up at the little tufted locus of all his woes, and passes out, dreaming of Jeannie... "*" The phone rings. `Dolly! It's for you!' `Hello?' `Hello, Mrs Tucker?' `Yes, speaking.' `Mrs Tucker, this is the police calling...' "*" It's cramped and awkward and slippery, but he's pretty sure he got it in her, once anyway. When he gets the suds out of his eyes, he sees her staring up at them. Through the water. `Hey, Mark! Let her up!' "*" Down in the suds. Feeling sleepy. The phone rings, startling her. Wrapped in a towel, she goes to answer. `No, he's not here, Mrs Tucker.' Strange. Married people act pretty funny sometimes. The baby is awake and screaming. Dirty, a real mess. Oh boy, there's a lot of things she'd rather be doing than babysitting in this mad- house. She decides to wash the baby off in her own bathwater. She removes her towel, unplugs the tub, lowers the water level so the baby can sit. Glancing back over her shoulder, she sees Jimmy staring at her. `Go back to bed, Jimmy.' `I have to go to the bathroom.' `Good grief, Jimmy! It looks like you already have!' The phone rings. She doesn't bother with the towel -- what can Jimmy see he hasn't already seen? -- and goes to answer. `No, Jack, and that's final.' Sirens, on the TV, as the police move in. But wasn't that the channel with the love story? Ambulance maybe. Get this over with so she can at least catch the news. `Get those wet pyjamas off, Jimmy, and I'll find clean ones. Maybe you better get in the tub, too.' `I think something's wrong with the baby,' he says. `It's down in the water and it's not swimming or anything.' "*" She's staring up at them from the rug. They slap her. Nothing hap- pens. `You just tilted her, man!' Mark says softly. `We gotta get outa here!' Two little kids are standing wide-eyed in the doorway. Mark looks hard at Jack. `No, Mark, they're just little kids...!' `We gotta, man, or we're dead.' "*" `Dolly! My God! Dolly, I can explain!' She glowers down at them, her ripped girdle around her ankles. `What the four of you are doing in the bathtub with _my_ babysitter?' she says sourly. `I can hardly wait!' "*" Police sirens wail, lights flash. `I heard the scream!' somebody shouts. `There were two boys!' `I saw a man!' `She was running with the baby!' `My God!' somebody screams, `they're _all_ dead!' Crowds come running. Spotlights probe the bushes. "*" `Harry, where the hell you been?' his wife whines, glaring blearily up at him from the carpet. `I can explain,' he says. `Hey, whatsa- matter, Harry?' his host asks, smeared with butter for some god- damn reason. `You look like you just seen a ghost!' Where did be leave his drink? Everybody's laughing, everybody except Dolly, whole cheeks are streaked with tears. `Hey, Harry, you won't let them take me to a _rest_ home, will you, Harry?' "*" 10.00. The dishes done, children to bed, her books read, she watches the news on television. Sleepy. The man's voice is gentle, soothing. She dozes -- awakes with a start: a babysitter? Did the announcer say something about a babysitter? "*" `Just want to catch the weather,' the host says, switching on the TV. Most of the guests are leaving, but the Tuckers stay to watch the news. As it comes on, the announcer is saying something about a babysitter. The host switches channels. `They got a better weather- man on four,' he explains. `Wait!' says Mrs Tucker. `There was some- thing about a babysitter...!' The host switches back. `Details have not yet been released by the police,' the announcer says. `Harry, maybe we'd better go...' "*" They stroll casually out of the drugstore, run into a buddy of theirs. `Hey! Did you hear about the babysitter?' the guy asks. Mark grunts. glances at Jack. `Got a smoke?' he asks the guy. "*" `I think I hear the baby screaming!' Mrs Tucker cries, running across the lawn from the drive. "*" She wakes, startled, to find Mr Tucker hovering over her. `I must have dozed off!' she exclaims. `Did you hear the news about the babysitter?' Mrs Tucker asks. `Part of it,' she says, rising. `Too bad. wasn't it?' Mr Tucker is watching the report of the ball scores and golf tournaments. `I'll drive you home in just a minute, dear,' he says. `Why, how nice!' Mrs Tucker exclaims from the kitchen. `The dishes are all done!' "*" `What can I say, Dolly?' the host says with a sigh, twisting the but- tered strands of her ripped girdle between his fingers. `Your children are murdered, your husband gone, a corpse in your bathtub, and your house is wrecked. I'm sorry. But what can I say?' On the TV, the news is over, and they're selling aspirin. `Hell, I don't know,' she says. `Let's see what's on the late late movie.'